I’ve been hard at work in my reflection period. I have 14 drafts on the go, and I have a lot to say. This may seem like a lot, but since my blog explores the inner workings of my mind, I’d like to think that in almost a week I’ve had at least 14 interesting thoughts. What’s the biggest conclusion I came to at the end of January you ask?
It’s that I’m tired. Tired of having hopes and dreams, and expectations. I expend so much energy wishing for things to be a certain way, for others to provide the same level of consideration I constantly strive to give, and I’m constantly disappointed.
I’m mad at the world for not being different and yet I’m doing nothing to change that.
As of now, I’m working on letting that anger go, and I’m going to be the change I wish to see. I’m focusing on myself, and if the world around me wants to continue to be a disappointment…. well. I’m not the ambassador of earth so there’s no use in me getting upset.
Join me in February as I continue to learn how to represent myself; because at this point, I’m not qualified to represent anyone else.